Monday, August 27, 2007

MARY HARTMAN MARY HARTMAN

SO I HAD MY 1ST INTERVIEW THING OF THE DAY TODAY AT A PROFESSIONAL AGENCY...I HAD TO DO SOME TESTING. I NEVER REALIZED I KNEW AS MUCH ABOUT EXCEL AND WORD AS I APPARANTLY DO. I REALLY LIKE THE CONTACT PERSON AT THIS FIRM AND I GUESS SHE WAS ALREADY TRYING TO PLACE ME ON THURSDAY AFTER I LEFT, ODD. I FIND AFTER MY WEEKEND BITCHING ABOUT MY OLD JOB WITH NATE AND CARRIE AND MANY CALLS ETC...FROM OLD COWORKERS I AM VERY RELIEVED(?) TO NOT BE THERE. DON'T GET ME WRONG, I HAD IT MADE (MOSTLY) WITH BEING LEFT ALONE AT WORK AND KNOWING MY JOB, BUT I GUESS TO SUM UP WORKING THERE, YOU COME TO WORK EVERYDAY WITH THE FEAR THAT THEY COULD FIRE YOU AT ANY TIME FOR ANYTHING, AND HONESTLY THE SINKING PIT OF YOUR STOMACH BIG BROTHER FEAR WAS REALLY KILLING MY SPIRIT OR SOUL OR KARMIC BALANCE (WHATEVER.)

I FIND I AM HAPPIER WHEN I GET UP IN THE MORNING. I HAVE THINGS I WANT TO DO, MY HOUSE IS CLEANER, MY LIFE FEELS MORE IN ORDER AND CONTROL AND I DUNNO, I JUST FEEL MORE POSITIVE ABOUT EVERYTHING. I GUESS I DIDNT REALIZE HOW MUCH THAT PLACE WAS BRINGING ME DOWN TILL I LEFT.

MY INTERVIEW THIS AFTERNOON IS RIGHT ON BARKER RD BEHIND PERKINS. MY MOM THINKS NO MATTER WHAT THEY DO/OFFER FOR $ THATS THE PLACE FOR ME (SINCE ITS LIKE 5 MIN FROM THE HOUSE) I TEND TO AGREE....

ON THE ONE HAND, I KIND OF WANT TO NOT WORK FOR AWHILE (MONTH OR TWO) ON THE OTHER HAND IM ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO PANIC ABOUT SPENDING MONEY WHEN NO (OR LESS) MONEY IS COMING IN...

THANKS FOR EVERYONE WHO CALLED OR TEXT'D OR EMAILED WITH WELL WISHES..AND KEEP THOSE "I FOUND THIS JOB YOU'D BE PERFECT FOR" LINKS COMING MY WAY (THANKS JEN!)


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